I had mix emotions about this month. So many heartbreaking memories. First sound of a heartbeat & the day my dreams faded away.
Somehow I managed to get through it. I surrounded myself around uplifting positive people. The days I was sad... I made sure I smiled the most. Will this work the day of the mc? Not sure but I'm going to try.
My bday was spent at cedar point. Tho it rained the first 1.5 hours...we managed to play like kids.yes in the rain & arcade. A lot of people left the park due to the rain but it cleared up and was beautiful out. We didn't wait that long for any ride. June & AJ... thank you for making my day special. You have no idea how much it ment to me.
I also had a great time on a party bus..which started the epic week.& the following Saturday was a get together at my dads. I drank a lot and don't remember parts of the night.vodka!
Work has been going good. More hours and hopefully a car soon. I'm headed to Knoxville TN for a bridal show. Ill get home Sunday around 2am & work at the pharmacy at 9 am. I can do this! I think.
Carissa is back! Life fuller now & memories to be made. Today was lunch and a movie
