July started off pretty stressful but alas, it all turned around.
I found joy in riding my bike. I started riding with my brother and June but then I got it in my head to trek to work.. 5 miles each way! I get to pass through a wonderful park and often seen deer and other wildlife. I usually leave a bit earlier then I must so I can take joy in the ride instead of being rushed.
I plan on doing this as much as possible (
non rainy days). I also am starting insanity.
We will discuss that later ;)
My pt job took me to St Louis. I had the best sleep Ive had in awhile and made great money for a one day show. I get to travel often and I just wish I had time to explore the cities im in. The life of a rock star!
As my brain keeps reminding me of certain days coming up, I fight the depression. Aug 6th... first time I heard Zechs heart beat and of course, the end of the month... when I lost him. I am trying to find postive and up lifting ways to distract myself. I know I have to survive these days and really... Im just taking it one day at a time. Its all I can do.
Im ready for the end of Summer...
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| a game made by my step sissy's hubby. its called aggravation. i haven't played but its fun to watch. think of it like an adult sorry. |
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| part of my beautiful ride to work. love putting on my headphones and cruising through wild wood park. |
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| this young buck was actually close to me. i didnt think to take a pic till he walked away! On the side was a bigger, more intimidating buck...i was like ok, time to go! |
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| had an ok night out with my friend. i thought it was what i wanted. it was fun but really i just like being at home with my nextflix and good company. |
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| my beautiful niece K! she offered to paint my toes. shes such a loving and giving girl. Sure missed her! |
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| What a fun day! June & I walked to Cold Stone then later that eve we all headed out for a bike ride then we enjoyed green tea with lemon and watched a movie. <3 my family! |
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| St Louis Bridal Show. It was fun. I made good money. Beautiful weather. Just wish I could of explored! |
